There were many changes in the year 2000 after Father Vijay Kumar left as director. The arrival of new directors and their lack of knowledge and understanding about the vision with which the Ashram(Christhu Jyothi Prayer Hall) was started, because of this new issues have come into picture. They have not known to a lamp labor for the Ashram(Christhu Jyothi Prayer Hall) even though I have shared my experiences.
According to the vision which God gave to me,
1. Preaching the Gospel.
2. Praying for the healing of sick, deliverance of the devil possessed.
3. Praying for the Salvation and Blessings for the people.
The newly joined two or three people in the Ashram team started gossiping and gave negative feedback to the Director.
The negative feedback reports are as follows.
1. Bro.Paulson Raj is selling bathed water.
2. His preaching resembled Protestant preaching.
3. He is reading Protestant Bible and so on………..
But I said I belong to Christ, I will walk according to the vision God gave me. Thousands of people were being healed, demon-possessed were delivered all were receiving peace and joy, hoodlums, drunkards, adulterers, and people committing sins were being saved and God is giving His Salvation to the gentiles and all were glorifying God for His wonderful miraculous power. People loved me and respected me, because of this envy ensued. They were saying all are giving respect to Br. Paulson and they are hearing only his words and even requesting for prayer only to him, they were also saying we also can preach the Word of God, pray and cast out demons. In this way they were thinking, even though they do not have the Power of God to cast out demons. When prayer was in progress one young girl came running to the stage and pulled the cassock of the Servant of God. That Servant of God misinterpreted this issue throwing the total blame upon me even though I was not culpable. They said I have persuaded the young girl to do such activity. That Servant of God was curious about this and started speaking threatening words about me indirectly and he also said he would send me from this Ashram shortly, he stopped preaching the Word of God and praying and spoke all kinds of false acquisitions on me for about 30 minutes and all the people who were hearing were embarrassed about the consequences. From that time people started talking that they would send me from Ashram. Once a Servant of God was preaching the Word of God and I was about to step-up onto the dais, but that Servant of God signaled with his hand to stop. This did not happen earlier, many times I was going on to the dais when my time has come for preaching. This was the first time. They also exceeded the time allotted for them, there by my preaching time was reducing. These all incidents were deliberately done to provoke me, so that I will not come. Facilities were not properly provided for the people who are coming for the prayer service, this was neglected. I took the help of volunteers and others for cleaning the Christhu Jyothi Prayer Hall and its surroundings. I would request for the provision of facilities for the people coming for prayer but they answered we do not have sufficient finances.